This Valentines day, our very first together, TJ had a very special surprise for me.  While on my mission I fell in love with songs by Peter Breinholt, well two of them as I was an LDS missionary I had a limited collection of music.  I had no idea who he was or even his name back then.  Since I served at Temple Square I was also called to serve in a second mission for 4 1/2 months, I was called to some very small towns outside of Las Vegas.  During this time I stopped by an LDS bookstore, that had a really great deal on used CD's, I actually looked at Peter's and read some of the lyrics, it was an autographed copy and I was tempted to buy it, I concluded that there might be some romantic lyrics on it and that is not what you need to think about on a mission.  So I put it down.  Later in Colorado Springs a dear friend of mine was listening to him in her car, I was so excited because I could mainly only listen to Jack Johnson and The Mormon Tabernacle Choir when I returned from my  mission.  Everything else seemed really crass.  She ended up buying me the CD, from then on I have found him more and more inspiring.  Which leads me back to the present.  Peter Breinholt was holding a fireside and I was going and nothing was going to stop me!  The Sunday before the fireside, TJ and I were called to a new responsibility with the young single adults at church, which would require us to be with Steven Covey instead, also a great opportunity I might add!  So we went to see Steven Covey, I was sad that the time that I would get to see an inspiration for me had passed but knew it would come again.  So Valentines Eve, TJ took me to see Peter Breinholt, it was a wonderful experience!  He is this skinny, kind of nerdy looking guy by most peoples standards, but he sure knows how to put on a great show!  TJ and both left inspired to create music and words of our own.  There were also some other artists with extremely moving music.  At the end of the show, we were able to talk to him, as TJ's family is friends with him as well as one of my other favorite singers.  So funny how small the world gets.  During the concert I also reflected on all the past failed relationships that led me to TJ.  I liked myself through all of them but am grateful for the road that has helped me grow into a much stronger person than I ever thought I could be and that has led me to the man of my dreams in a most blessed and wonderful life.  Things usually turn out better than you think they will, trust me!  Sometimes I have fears about my future but as President Stewart (my 3rd mission president) taught, "99% of our fears will never be realized so, KILL THE PIG (your fears) with faith".